Monday, February 19, 2007

How I am feeling

Again I was thinking wat to rite; I have noticed there are many Bloggers who have faced this many times for many various reasons. So, I asked myself, am I obligated to rite? Am I here to entertain the readers??????????? Also, do I have the talent for riting, or do I have this hobby Aslan. Of course the answer is "Neither / Nor", Am not here "Neither" to entertain anybody other than myself. "Nor" a youth writer who has been searching for his life chance and finally got it online. Am just here to share something with ppl whom I don’t know, maybe coz I want to talk and express something or maybe for the joy.

So, finding something to write was also tiring this time, but I said to myself "Wat Da Heck!!!" just sit down and rite wat u have been initiating for this post. I have observed that most ppl are here to share their life experiences, relations, situations, giving opinions about different life issues or expressing some feelings & thoughts and many many things. Even I have found some Blogs for Porn !!!!!!!

– ME 2 ME: Still looking and thinking to the issue of Blogging itself, Booooooring Person & Introduction. Ekhla3o ya ged3an and don’t bother b4 it gets late, I warned u, Kay?

El nazria bas en ana a7eb ageeb el mawdoo3 men awilo, fa osboro 3alia faswa wa7da :)

Finally, the conclusion is why I don’t get the hell down to business and rite wat I waaaaaaaaaaaaaant.

What I want to rite about is related to my previous post, regarding that personayaa to whom I have revealed my Identity. She has sent me an email saying that she is so sad about wat I have written, ensuring me that my Identity will be safe with her and I have nothing to worry about and she will assume that I never existed and after her mail she will erase my email address.

Of Course I replied her and explained to her that it wasn't personal at all. What depressed me is that she couldn't understand that that post was very important to me. First because I joined the BlogWorld to talk with No Strings Attached and I have mentioned that to all of u, and it was my mistake at the beginning that I revealed myself to her, so i didn't mean to put any blame on her. Secondly, my previous post was imprtant to me, coz it was one of my first attempts that I wanted to express "How I am feeling" coz I don’t think I am good at that. I said exactly that I wasn't feeling comfortable coz my identity was revealed to someone so I felt like monitored. And when I made it to express "How I am feeling", I was happy with it but she got sad and mad which backed me away from posting and was about to confirm the idea of erasing my Blog forever – Liffe iz Liffe – 3'any 3an el ta3reef tab3an :D

Again to her, "don’t take it personal girl and no offense please, u should have been lil more patient to give urself a chance to know who is this person u talked to b4 u get this bad feelings and assumptions , which in return affected this person in someway without he had any mean intentions"

Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuf, Ana Keda Relieved and have reached to my aim outta Blogging and I made it twice now, expressed "How I am feeling"

Salaaaaaaaaaaaam

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