18-Jan-11

First of all tab3an, Huny New Year be2asar rag3y ya welad, only 18 days passed, no big deal ya3ny.
2011 let’s see what it will bring to us. Actually it was a very new “New Year Beginning”; I’ve been so high and fell down so fast. I’ve been eating honey then eating salt. I‘ve been driving on smooth roads then stuck up in a traffic jam. I’ve been so relaxed then so tensed then relaxed back again. I’ve been so drunk then so alerted then so sleepy. I’ve been with groups then with individuals. I’ve been under the sun then in the North Pole. I’ve been cold then so warm then cooled down again but I am not going to freeze. I’ve been sleeping then woke up shockingly. I’ve been dreaming & dreaming & dreaming, and I dreamt then I came back to me. I’ve been In & Out. I’ve been Up & Down. I’ve been Rich & Poor. I’ve been good. I’ve been bad. I’ve been calm. I’ve been mad. I’ve been happy. I’ve been sad. I’ve been alive. I’ve been dead. I’ve been strong. I’ve been weak. I’ve be victorious. I’ve been a victim.

Diagnosis is a conflict of emotions.