From Bed, I Missed you my Blog

Woooooooooooooo…..Finally here I am in my bed, just another day of my life, watching "Al Avocato" fel Local Channel 2. First let me tell you why I decided to blog something tonite, I came back home after this long day, last thing I did that I took a Nice Nite Cruise wel denia raya2aaaaaa , wel gaaawooooo haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaady, we fe senet sa23a khafifa keda – Chilis keraa- ma3a Cigartten and I was listening to some Mohamed Fouad Oldeis' ……….oh man…..I got these songs from a friend, and they are really really old, they reminded me with my teenage or maybe younger too, It was the 80's when he started to appear ….yaaaaaaaah…but the songs are really different , I feel they are very compassionate & very alive too, they boiled my feelings even got me to feel, just for a few minutes, got to feel misery, depression and happiness too coz it reminded me with my old days, Kont kameel khales walahy….Ya khasra 3al el ayam eli bet3ady.. if any of you Ka2eeb then u would understand how I was feeling

Anyhow, I said to myself, lets get use of this mood and rite something, coz I felt that I missed blogging. So here I am. On the other hand it was just a VERY VERY BAD WEATHER DAY, el eyaam el safra eli kolah torab deh, ya3ny April dah ba3d keda el wa7ed fehmo khalas, Gawo zeft. Anzel labes bekom, 2aly el deni 7ar……..T-shirt te2leb be sa23aa we Chillis , mesh faheeeem khalas.
El mohem ….. work.. work.. work as usual, we waga3 dema3' …we 7ar2et a3sab…….After I was able to get out of work I went quickly quickly to shower my car. I arrived home, ate something and watched a part of the movie" You've Got Mail" beta3 Tom Hanks & Meg Rayan……..its a nice romantic movie, I liked it. Then caught up with my buddies for a late nite Coffee at Haris, we 3anhaa, ro7t wakhed el cruise we rage3 3al beet we ana basma3 Fouad.

That all was just to get myself back here, coz I don’t think it will be easy from now on to get something to rite.

I Just wanna say , I missed u my Blog, ashofak 3ala kheer.

Wento Tesba7o 3ala kheeeeer

Holiday

It’s a long weekend and what a boring weekend, I feel like I lost how to enjoy the taste of anything, friends suggested that we travel or spend a day use anywhere, but still I don’t think this will make a change, more precisely I can't travel in addition to my bad mood so I killed this need for traveling since the begging of the last summer, I didn’t see the beach even once. Sometimes I feel like I want time to pass quickly and sometimes no; I am only trying to kill my feeling for the time. I don’t want to feel it at all, either passing quickly or slowly. I am just gonna go with the weekend until we are back to work. Then, I will spend sometime again at work, come back home exhausted and waiting for the next weekend to come to take me back from work. I just want to get out of this loop, I feel like sophisticating I want to inhale fresh air deep inside and I want to take all this pollution outta my body which corrupted my mind and my soul. I dream that I wanna sleep and wake up to find myself the way I wanna be not the way I was shaped along the years of my life.